| WOW!! its been a long time!! Well anyhooo....i'll update!
GUESS WHAT?!?!? Kelly Derouin is in Guys and Dolls for the third time around!!!
only this time i'll be playing a REAL character....one that actually
has meat! and I can't wait to dig into it!!!! I am Miss Sarah Brown.
And it'll be really exciting (even though rehersals right now are
discouraging!!!! I'M SOOOOOOOOO OVER YOUTH THEATRE!!! IF I NEVER
PERFORM WITH KIDS MY OWN AGE EVER AGAIN I'LL BE HAPPY!) but before i go
getting ahead of myself.......
I been looking at colleges lately. I'm looking at Private Christian
schoold in Southern CA. I'm pretty sure that is what I want but i
always wonder " am i going too provincial??" "am i playing it safe by
staying w/in hours of home??" oh its a scary thought...but you know?
for the first time im really starting to get excited about college!!! I
really really am! It doesn't make me wanna puke anymore!!!!!I think
thats partially because David (my boy) is going off to college in about
a month and he is so excited and I'm so excited for him!!! and it is
ALL he acn possibly talk about right now!
speaking of him....YES we'll be staying togehter even after he goes
away. He's only going up to Costa Mesa which is like 45 min. away. So
although it will actually take an effort, we'r going to fight for it
because we both want to be together so bad. I even tried to talk to him
aboutt (breaking up....if thats wut you can call it) because college is
about growing up and ppl change. and i tried to tell him that i know
Vanguard University is where he needs to be and where he is needed to
be and that he is going to change and grow and i don't want to hold him
back from all that. if this relationship is not right for him any
longer than its ok... but he wouldn't even let me get the words out! He
said NO! If i ever walked away from you I'd be leaving behind the
greatest thing thats ever happened to me and all i've ever wanted out
of life!
all together now........... AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!
yes. he's a keeper!
and yes. i'm inexplicably joyful!
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| HAPPY FIRST DAY OF JUNE!!!!
oooh my life is hectic right now. i want school to be over so the
stress of finals will stop!! but then I don't want all my seniors to
graduate and elave me. And i don't want to become a senior myself and
be the one whos leaving..... i don't know what i want. I think that's
really what it boils down to. That's what all my problems since the
dawn of time and forever more have been, are, and will be!! i don't
konw what i want.
hopefuly im blown in the right direction
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| definition of irony: I'm finding more of God in my boyfriend than at church!
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| im sorry guys! ive been seriously neglecting this thing but i really shuld let you in on whats going on in my life.
I'm in Bye Bye Birdie at VHS. Kim Macaffee to be exact (KT kindelen you
are an amazing pre-caster!) its going to be fun and you should come and
see it if you get a chance:
Friday, April 28 @ 7:00
Saturday, April 29 @ 2:00
Thursday, May 4? @7:00
Saturday, May 6? @ 7:00
if you need directions or want tix call me! (949) 295 1132
on top of all of that fun stuff I have AP testing in two weeks and my
brains are slowly eeking out of my ears and will be completely gone by
the time I need to use them on the tests!
Most excitingly!!!! I'm dating someone! David Camarena, in my Drama and
MT classes. He's one of the most amazing ppl I have ever met and to me
he is first and foremost my role model! I'm really happy. It was
confusing at first because he never really "officially" "asked me out"
but it really wasn't necessary. Anyway, he's perfect! He professed his
love w/ Shakespearian prose and then asked me to prom Harry Potter
style with the whole "dyuwnnagoprmwime???" and replied in a
beautiful scottish accent..."soory, didn' catch that?".....and it was
quite comical. When we were at Disnyland we went around the whole park
with our group singing Disney songs (of course!) and he is the only
other person I know who would waddle like the geese in aristocrats
through a theme park proclaiming "think goose!"
So now I'm just as cool as Avery Henderson!
and for those who may be concerned....don't worry, I'm much more down
to earth and in touch with reality this time!a little thing i like to
call COMMON SENSE has decided to whack me in the head!
I trult miss our theate family. I hope this summer we can all reunite!
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| come here and cry on my shoulder
i'll hold YOU till its over
i'll rescue YOU tonight
let my arms be YOUR shelter
YOUR hiding place forever
i'll love you more than life
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